human (?)

i know i'm technically human, i can touch my body and this obviously feels like human skin, but i feel much less like the flesh and more like something just living in it. occasionally i'm just convinced i'm just some thing inheriting a body that i stole from somebody else. not in a deep way or whatever, like genuinely i feel like i just one day stole this body and some day i'm just going to get ripped out of its brain. like, what's going to happen to the person i'm living in?

i call my parents my parents and i know that because i connect them and they've raised me for so long, but i feel like i just one day got thrown into the body of a random baby and now i'm living a different life than it was meant to be. am i a soul? i dont think so, i see myself as more than just some ball of light but something with a humanoid form, just not human. i don't feel like i own the body i live in, so i try to adapt it to myself the best i can, but my ideal form already existed at some point, i'm just living here for some reason. it's probably not scientific, and maybe there's something wrong with me, but i just don't think i was supposed to be living in this body.